It's a funny feeling being a little squiffy, in a big city, entirely on your own.
There are worse cities to feel like this in, that I know.
Scarier. Riskier, not as safe.
Mostly, it feels fine here. Like home.
I reckon it feels safer than where I was before.
I know there are weirder feelings to expect when I am teetering on the edge - like longer for my usual companions, my (previously) normal air, the better known.
This insanity usually lasts about 30 seconds.
At the 31st second, I remember where I am and what's in front of me.